I have always tended to hold myself back from situations in my life or never give myself the
right credit for something that I have done for myself. For some people it is very easy to
praise an accomplishment for a praise from others, but for me I have always felt like no
matter what others thought I did not give myself the opportunity to suck it all in and believe.
A big accomplishment for me is graduating and being licensed in a career, but I did not
allow myself to enjoy it because in those moments I would tell myself ‘you did not try enough’
or ‘they did it better than you’ which I would make myself little and that is where the
self-sabotage comes in. Not allowing myself to be proud and enjoy those happy moments does
not allow me to remember those good memories with those bad feelings I allowed myself.
Realizing how I was ruining those wonderful times with my own thoughts has taught me to be
nice and turn those thoughts into positive words and also I want to live a life full of joy and
laughter.